circusdreamsandmagic

   ((Haven’t you heard what becomes of curious minds   Ooh didn’t it all seem new and exciting   I felt your arms twisting around me /   Oh darling, we found wonderland   You and I got lost in it   And we pretended it could last forever~)) I’ve allowed myself to fall down the rabbit hole, into a lovely little distraction, To bask in the attention and affection of someone who’s available to me In a way that I know you’re just not capable of right now, and I know that It’s a short-term, dangerous game, and I’m worried it’s going to all come Crashing down on me soon, very soon, but oh how nic

Oh, what wouldn’t i give for romance, sure and sweet and pure. What wouldn’t I give for smiles shining with happiness and Eyes so full of love that they make me catch my breath in joy. For the warmth of being wrapped in the arms of my most dear, The comfort of falling asleep beside someone who loves me. I have a heart full of love to give, arms that long to hold you close, There are so many sweet, quiet little moments I dream of sharing With someone who loves me true, someone worth the waiting. What will it take, I wonder, to find someone that will love me.... I have given my all, my everything, to those who proved unworthy, Spe

It’s nights like these, in the quiet late hours, all alone with my thoughts, After a good day with my most important people, celebrating life, living, That I really begin to wonder if there will ever be a future for us, my love. It seems you’re falling down another spiral, drifting ever further away And there is nothing I can do to call you back to the side of the light... I would give anything to see your smiling face, hear your laughter ring out, But instead you seem to be giving in to the darkness, the pain and anger, Falling into despair and riding the waves of heartbreak a little more each day While I stand on the shore, wav

It is in these late moments, these late hours of the night, Or early morning, if you rather, that thoughts of you haunt me As I long endlessly to hear your voice, to see your smile The way it reaches your eyes and lights up your face. I reminisce again and again about the possibility of a future Together, you and i, and what that would look like in reality And wonder repeatedly about all the little things I long to know Like your favorite color, how you take your coffee, your cake. I want to know every little detail about you, your favorite things, Where you grew up, all about your family, and so much more, I wish to sit for hours beside yo